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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
do you know how effing pissed am i its like why cant i effing let go i need to let go jenna teh can you learn to let go UGH UGH UGH . its so pissing that my own thoughts kip contradicting each other and i start thinking so deep until i feel so horrible so empty so lost so insecure and eff i dont trust myself anymore i dont believe in myself anymore i start looking down on myself all over again and i start thinking im not cut out for relationships im not cut out for anything im not worth anything AH this feeling is so horrible JENNA TEH wake up and stop thinking its the O's this year no time for thinking wake up wake up wake upppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>:[

okay i feel better now .
thanks sherlyn ,the girls, SYC, GLS and the rest (;
thanks kim for trying to calm me down when i nearly teared in class, thanks all those people who left me alone when i asked for you all not to disturb,if im correct ryan was even nice enough to ask if i was okay when he saw me so gloomy and left me alone asking me to cheer up, when he doesnt know a single thing .

no time for thinking such things,
i like you you like me = wait aft O.
i like you you dlike me = wait aft O.
you like me i dlike you = wait aft O.
EVERYTHING , WAIT AFT O'S ! :]


♥, SHERLYN Fiel Sempre }♥ says:
yeah
♥, SHERLYN Fiel Sempre }♥ says:
(:
♥, SHERLYN Fiel Sempre }♥ says:
oproblem
♥, SHERLYN Fiel Sempre }♥ says:
dont need to keep saying thanks de la
♥, SHERLYN Fiel Sempre }♥ says:
hahahahs
♥, SHERLYN Fiel Sempre }♥ says:
be happy,
♥, SHERLYN Fiel Sempre }♥ says:
thats the way to say thanks if you really wanna thank me
♥, SHERLYN Fiel Sempre }♥ says:
(:

sherlyn, im going to smile for myself, for you&the girls, for God :)

im going to be the crappy mad crazy shenjingbing jenna,
all i want is to be happy , and everyone ard me to be happy, and to do wells for my O's ! (:
and i believe i can do it, with Christ in me,
and I, jenna teh will do my ultimate best,
watch me ! ;D

maybe i'll do as well as my bro, who got a six pointer ;O
with belief comes determination and hard work, then success !
nothing's impossible with God in me ,

GO JENNA GO !
;D

okay i feel much better now :D