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Saturday, February 18, 2012
hi guys please pardon me feeling particularly angsty nowtoday was supposed to be a good day to meet lau and study the whole day then pamper ourselves with a movie and dinner at night but i woke up late cos i was tired from work yestd ok i dont blame work i love working over there and we went out late went to amk burger king's for breakfast cos i was looking forward to having their breakfast set and TADAH i remembered i cant take so much food i can just go be a vegetarian ok im kidding no offense to vegetarians i can only take fish and pork what is this unfairness and so conclusion = no burger king for me and we head to macs and TADAH i can only have plain pancakes or filet o fish and yes filet o fish is nice but not when you have filet o fish for like TEN THOUSAND MEALS ok im exaggerating im feeling angsty now ok?! and angsty is not a reason or excuse but i dont give a shit right now ok so i had filet o fish and we headed to the library and BAM its full cos we're late and its only 12pm what nonsense in the world is this and im alr feeling angsty enough with all this rubbish and carrying my heavy laptop bag filled with all my proj stuff UGH and so what we head home in the end WHY cos we cant go over to lau's place cos his bro is using the room and his router is spoilt i dont blame any of them/ it/ whatever but how bad can this day get?! and so we go home in the end with me feeling frustrated and annoyed and after thinking............. its all cos of money and society that we're living in now that makes us like this. we work so hard to get a good cert to get a good job to get more money to enjoy our lives till we dont even have time for ourselves till we forget what is life actually about even if we have loads of money, we dont have time. loads of time, no money. money is never enough in this society cos you need to pay taxes, treat people, insurance, save, buy house, go overseas enjoy, aim more, buy better stuff, do this and that WHEN IS MONEY ENOUGH?! never. and for time? we spend all of it trying to get more money so we can have a higher/better standard of living SIGH the world revolves around money and time CANT I JUST SLEEP AND EAT AND ENJOY MY LIFE WITHOUT ALL THESE THOUGHTS?!?!!?!? ok im thinking too much and funshion is annoying me with its' freaking annoying pop ups to ask me to watch their movies ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ please pardon me again cos im feeling annoyed and UGH ok bye and btw i dont blame anyone or anything its just all these thoughts they run thru my head |